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So I thought I would be a nice sister..

4 Sep

I thought that I would let my little brother have some money to spend at the little Mexican place so I could spend some time with Juan and eat with his faimly. Well, all I had was a $20 bill.  So I thought that if I went ahead and gave it to him, he would only spend the amount I told him he could spend. Told him $6 should be enough to get what he wants. NO. He went and spent ALL my fucking money. 20 fucking dollars. I am beyond pissed. I bought the little fucker lunch AND some cookies yesterday too. What do I get? SHIT. Wait, not even that. Nothing. Stupid bastard.

So I know he can’t really pay me back for a while, which pisses me off even more. I thought that if I could kind of ‘ground’ him from the new computer. He didn’t fight about it, but Samantha did. She stuck her big fat ass nose into this and start something.

I swear I am acting like my dad. I want to throw stuff at her. Antything. I am about to break down. I keep breathing really heavy.

Oh god this is some emo shit. I just want the god damn phone to vent and talk to someone. ANYONE.

David’s ok with it, I’m ok with it. He understands why he’s grounded tonight. Fat ass Samantha. I hate her. I hate people like her. GHJeoris gtWA90O; 3RY F





My day from the start has been shit. The only hightlight was a nice time with Juan. I was bound for a downfall of some kind soon.


No matter what, David is a sweetheart. He knows he fucked up, and now he is trying to make up for that.


Please excuse this crazy entry.  

Summer is not long enough.

27 Jun

My life is so crazy right now, or at least in my head it is. I have so many different things I want to do but can’t because of work. I want to sew, cosplay, draw, design, fix some old clothes, read, play my new game, and tons more stuff. That’s the only thing I hate about my job: I have no time, or at least enough time to do what I want. But I shouldn’t complain. This will only help me and get me ready for when I leave high school and then have to juggle ten times more crap that has to be done. xD

Well, today I got the afternoon “off.” I still got paid like I was working, but I went with Valerie and the other kids to the Wildlife Refuge on one of our field trips for summer reading. We found two “letterboxes” that have been circulation all around Texas for about four years on one of them. It was really neat and we all got to sign it and then we stamped it. Really neat. ^^ On the way Juan and I danced to “Vanilla.” He started dancing first, for the record.

Yesterday I got to watch the movie “Bridge to Teribetha” ….at work. xD Hey, there was no one else to hand out drinks and popcorn! I have never read the book, so when I watched I was about to start crying my eyes out, but seeing as there were kids all around and a rather plump one in front of me always turning around to get more popcorn, I couldn’t let me tears go. xD When I saw previews for the movie, I had a totally different idea about it and I was actually really surprised. Wonderful movie and a great message.

Anddd, work just got even better! I mean, for a while I was starting to dislike it because of cleaning shelves. (I should really bring my PSP or an MP3 player to listen to…it’s just hours and hours of silence and knowing how much I have after I complete a shelve.) But today Valerie and I started moving around the YA area and some of the tables. She suggested that I decoupage the table in front of the booth. Of course I said yes and already have a large sum of pictures. I am going to use covers of YA books(not the actual covers, mind you. xD ) and anime pictures and have “Young Adults Novels” and “Graphic Novels” or “Mangas” around it….somehow. o___o I need to get a plan and see if I can come up with something in photoshop as well. I am excited for work now. 😀

Man, this is a really long post. Go me! Right now in my life I am happy but I just have so many different things racing through my mind. I really need to get focused and again, more organized. Oh yeah, did I mention that I am back from drum major camp? xD I had a lot of fun and met a lot of new people. Even though I was alone this year(no Erika this time) I still had a great time. Man, there’s another thing I want to do: work on my Fate of the Gods music. I can’t wait to conduct that show. I am so excited for marching season and for summer band, but I don’t want to rush my month of July. I mean, damn, it’s already about to the 4th of July!! I hate this.

But yes, I am happy. I have a plan once I am out of high school…but not a back up. o__o At this point, I am just praying that I get accepted to the school in New York City that I want to go to soooo badly. If not, I think I want to try Chicago, then Austin, and maybe even L.A. I just want to study fashion and learn all I can about sewing and everything around clothes.


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